21 December 2011

It's rainy out there

Astrology gets it's own blog, but I have another one, too, since I'm such a scatterbrain:

15 December 2011

Mars in Virgo and You

Mars is in Virgo, and here to stay for about six months. Some things I'm noticing in myself-

Strong need to clean and organize house, body, chakras.

Maybe this is because I'm a Pisces and Virgo is my opposite, but I'm feeling my shadow self being exposed in bits and pieces- such as my issues with control, with myself and others. I honestly never thought of myself as being such a control freak until it kind of slapped me in the face one day and I saw it all so clearly. But at least I can see it now. And I realize that the desire for control and perfection are both fear-based. I don't have any answers, but suspect I need to treat myself nicely and try to understand and accept... So easy to say, so challenging to practice... but now to work on this... Feel like I've learned so much, but nothing at all, and have so far to go. It's kind of nice, though. Oh to be human.

Another thing I've noticed is quantifying what I want to do in my life, but in small scale ways instead of my usual mega big picture ways. Made a list of things that actually matter to me that I could do with 20 minutes of free time instead of waste it away mindlessly on facebook... Not to say that there isn't a time and place for such things ;)

How are you feeling it?


"Habit is habit, and not to be flung out of the window by any (wo)man, but coaxed downstairs a step at a time." 
Mark Twain